Okay, here’s the scoop. Tammy wrote an entry in her blog yesterday that seems like it says pretty plainly that Melissa is cheating. Then…she deletes it.
Well, here it is…read it for yourself and decide. Is Melissa cheating?
Deleted entry from Hollywood Farm Girl (aka Tammy):
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Monday, February 15, 2010
AH, SWEET MUSE AND KEYCHAINS
well here she sits the truth eating at the flesh like acetone to fake nails
melting
disfiguring
disforming
soon she’ll be handicapped from all this withholding all this restraint to save what? for why?
how unpopular to voice the truth that does not match the super hero
the cape the theme song the tv show the movie the image
she wonder how long one thinks she will swallow one’s comings and goings and say nothing at all
tip tip tip tipping point
pointing straight up to the surface where the water breaks and the air begins where she can finally breathe again oxygen
no lies no images no bullshit no MUSE
what happens when she is done with the muse? some toss it aside some hoarders put it in a box and bury it some pretend it is not there anymore some just close their eyes and find a new muse elsewhere
someone they “finally connect with” someone who “finally understands them” someone who “is peaceful” someone that is “more in line with how they live”
we can all find reasons to leave the soulmate and find another marriage gets messy life gets dirty
love gets dusty especially if you refuse to garden it but yes a soulmate is only a soulmate
when you keep your soul involved and treat the other one like a mate
none of that and it’s like emotional abandonment or old pizza same thing same attitude
downdog find your balance core sun salutation
beMUSEd
there’s always another song to be written about what one can’t have about what one aches for about how perfect life might be if only she-were yours and not the one you have
no the one you’ve been building with
oh to be amused again
to laugh at the courting oh to pshaw the perfect planning
oh to have seen she was the girl in the wings
#239
god bless
don’t let this flesh eating virus erode her veins, eat its way to her heart and give a sad ending to this journey
no need no need the sun carne up today there’s worse things than to end this way
secrets kept secret oh so secret secret how much longer, rocky, how much longer?
slogans sayings melted into shirts and keychains
oh, she loves a giggle, oh to be aMUSEd.
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